Wednesday, December 26, 2007

still eating good


Out for a team Christmas dinner... we got Italian in honor of our Italy Stinters:) Or just because we like it. It was delicious and I made cut-out cookies for dessert- yummm!

lime green... the new black


My Mom got me a full set of lime green pj's... what did your Mom get you? They are way comfy Mom and the color is delightful.

Christmas morning!


Us girls with our gifts sent from Mommy & Daddy. Thanks Mom & Dad! Notice the tree behind us.. it was small, but it was pretty!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

They even have Christmas here!

I promised to try and keep you in the loop of how Kiwis celebrate Christmas... and I don't want to let you down. So here are some of the best moderations from a Christmas in the States that I can think of....
1. Instead of the song "let it snow" they sing "It'll never snow, It'll never snow"
2. barbeques... not chestnuts by the fire.... steaks on the grill
3. not Santa Clause most of the time... Father Christmas
4. the day after Christmas is not just a busy shopping day... it's a National holiday called Boxing Day (no Kiwi even knows why or what this day actually is)
5. and best of all..... Christmas is a day earlier here:)

Christmas came and went

I think most of you have seen the first Home Alone-- the scene at the beginning when everyone in the house is running around getting ready for their trip-- that is what my day has been like today. Ahhhhh our whole team leaves tomorrow for a 3 week trip and I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed by all the details that need done before we leave.

Justin and I will be spending the first 2 weeks in Nelson (a sunny city on the South Island) helping lead a beach project of 40 other staff and students. And after project, our team is going to join up and drive around the South Island for 6 days. I'm really excited about both parts of the trip-- but I can't help but feel like my life has suddenly torpedoed into a whole new speed. And I don't see it slowing down any time soon.

Life seems to feel rushed all too often. My solution is to make a to-do list-- I write down every possible thing I need to do and I keep track as I go. I've got one sitting next to me right now (yes blogging is on the list). It is a very efficient way to get things done and not forget what comes next. Crossing off things gives you a great sense of accomplishment, too. I live by to-do lists.

Only problem is, is that I don't know how to escape to-do list mode. I treat every part of my life this way it seems-- my morning routine is a mental check list, steps in life feel like a check in the box, my friendships can feel more like to-do's, and so often... I try to figure out how to put my relationship with God down on a to-do list as well.

1. read my Bible
2. go to church
3. tell other people about Jesus.
4.
5.
6.

I'm pretty good about filling in the numbers... I'm just not sure where they get me. I really started to think about this when I was planning our South Island trip. Every person I've ever talked to who is acquainted with New Zealand raves about the beauty and wonderfulness of that part of the world. They call it the 8th world wonder, the Lord of the Rings haven, the best part of this country. So of course we had to put a South Island trip on our to-do list. Where did I go from there-- I talked to as many people as I could about what we needed to do when we're there. I made a list of the things I wanted to see. I found a driving route. And now we are going to systematically drive for 6 days to see and do everything on the list.

But why? If I go to each of these places and complete the list- then what happens?

I'm not so sure. And I'm afraid I don't know how to treat the trip not like a to-do list. And I'm afraid that if I treat it like a list, I'll miss so much, I'll turn it into something that it's not. What does life look like without the list? If my relationship with God is not a to-do list, then what the heck is it? I think this is why I have trouble understanding or enjoying some games, ideas, and experiences. They don't follow a pattern, a list, or an equation. I try to make them.... but this makes it worse.

I think I even make Christmas out to be a list.

Oh Merry Christmas by the way:) I hope it was merry and bright!

But yes... Christmas on a to-do list... buy some presents, make some food, think about the manger story, spend time with family (or call them on the phone), and wha-la...you have Christmas. Except it doesn't feel like it. Oh I must have forgot the snow. Nope still doesn't exactly feel like Christmas. Oh I must have forgot the carols, or the candy canes, or .... It doesn't matter, Christmas won't be put on a list. I try to do it every year. And trying to make it into a list, makes it worse. Makes it feel less like Christmas.

God didn't start with a list. Jesus wasn't on most people's list. Nothing is on God's list, but nothing is off of His list either. He's way outside of such a list... and I want to try and be there, too.

Well, that's where I'm at right now, and those are my Christmas thoughts. I'm feeling a bit tired, a bit excited, and a bit unsure.

It wasn't too bad spending Christmas away, but I wish my family could have been here with me. Our team exchanged gifts, made a delicious meal, saw lights, went to church, and thought about our Savior coming as a baby. It was a full day.

The last week or so has been BUSY. Justin and I have spent lots of time preparing for project, my flatmates and I have caught 4 mice inside our flat, our team had a lot of Chritmas-y things to do, and I've spent some of my favorite times with a student named Johnnie:) I can't thank any of you enough for your Christmas wishes, cards, and packages-- they were the highlight of many days. And yes we did feel the earthquake that happened a few days before Christmas.

If you don't hear a ton from me for the next 3 weeks it's because I'm in the middle of the wild, trying to take in what's around me, but not living off of a to-do list. I'm hoping to not chicken out of sky-diving in Queenstown- the adventure capital of the world. I can't wait to share some of our adventures with you:)

Please pray that I can experience the joy of summer project amidst the busyness, and I'll pray that you can slow down and see all the joy around you. New Zealand is beautiful... but not as beautiful as hearing from all of you. All my love.... Lacey

Monday, December 17, 2007

Not so silent night.

We had a Student Life Christmas gathering at "Carols at the Basin." We all met, ate dinner, and sang Christmas carols together. It really is fun to celebrate Christmas in the Southern hemisphere-- it felt like a summer picnic. Afterwards everyone came to our house for dessert and stayed until 1:30 am!

stop and smell the roses


Our team had a nice lil photo shoot at the rose gardens in Wellington. There were over 300 different roses there-- amazing!

eating gooooood in NZ


My team lost in miniature golf... so we had to make a steak & potato dinner for the winning team. It was sooooooo good. I got the 1st hole in 1, too and got to pick the dessert... strawberry pie!

Out for Indian for Mike's bday


These are are way cool friends from church-- we have so much fun with them! And some of them are going to the States soon-- Lib they want to stay with you and I told them they could:)

you've all been waiting for it...

Our 1st Lord of the Rings movie sight... right in Wellington... I'm sure there will be lots more to come:)

We joined a band


This is our team CD cover-- we're pretty sweet. haha-- this picture is really from our drive along the Wellington coastline

Monday, December 10, 2007

Ella and Grandma!



How can I not miss her? HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA and GRANDMA SPECK! I loved the pictures of the party and thought I would share one (although I wanted to share them all) with you.

You don't have to read this one.

Hello from Wellington! I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend-- I heard there was freezing rain in Ohio-- none of that here-- but if it makes you feel any better it did sprinkle for about 20 minutes on Saturday. It seems impossible that it would be so cold at home. The only place that makes me feel like Christmas time is wintery- is in Starbucks. No joke-- they make no attempt to Kiwi-fy their cafe-- there are snowflakes everywhere and it says on the sign outside "come in for a hot drink." I guess that is why all the local cafes in Welli are more popular.

I guess I'll tell you about the most frusturating day of last week first. On Friday, I woke up in a grumpy, gloomy mood- but decided to clean our flat, bake a cake, and film a short video of our place to send home for ELLA AND GRANDMA SPECK'S BIRTHDAY! It was Ella's (for those of you who don't know her-- she's my neice) 2nd birthday and Gma's 80th-- and I was sad to be missing them. So I cleaned. And I baked. You have never seen such a bad cake before-- not ever. I thought- oh well if I frost it, it will look fine for the video. The frosting made the cake look 5x's worse. So I thought- oh well I'll still make the video with the cake and it will be funny. Bright spot of the day-- the video was great! I filmed our whole flat and had a cute birthday message and cake in it-- lovely. Went to the computer to send the video, and what do you know-- I accidently errase the video. So what do I do-- the mature, loving Christian that I am-who is here to spread the love of Jesus- I stomp into my bedroom muttering under my breath that I do not want to see anyone or talk to anyone- ever. Yes I totally resorted to my 5 year old behavior. It was embarassing. It was frusturating. And I was still so upset about it 2 days later that when I told Steph (Ella's mom) about it-- I cried. It's starting to cross over into the funny side-- but it's still upseting and I haven't brought myself to re-film it yet.

So I'm not sure if it was completely worth your time to read my story-- but that day felt like the topper of last week. There were high spots-- but there was a lot of frusturation for me. The entire week I was fighting myself to do anything. Even though I was getting amazing emails from friends at home- I didn't want to respond to any of them. Even though I'm in the middle of a great book-- I didn't want to read it. And although most of the time I love planning-- I hated the thought of doing all the planning which I need to be doing right now. I felt like I had to be doing everything. I had to put effort into all of my friendships, I had to read my Bible, I had to be livng here-- in my head nothing was a choice, God was controling everything so what did it matter what I did or didn't do. Of course it wasn't until I had a break-down such as the one on Friday (and Sunday for that matter) that I really started to process through what I was thinking/ doing this week. Every time I would get an email from one of my friends at home-- I would say to myself-- gah God why did you take me out of those friend's lives and place me here where I have to befriend people like the good lil Christian does? I didn't feel like making new friends- and since I couldn't be friends with people so far away like I wanted to- I wasn't a friend to anyone last week- not even God. It was a drag even to talk to Him.

I don't know if I've worked through much of this yet. I had really good conversation with Justin and with my teammates here about how I'm feeling-- and I am so thankful for these conversations- but I'm not sure that I'm on the other side of these questions. How do we walk with God and not feel like we have to do things? -like we have freedom to love and to serve the most Holy and amazing Father- yet He requires nothing from us. Or does He?

I sat at a cafe throwing question after question at Justin. He did his best to answer or to question me back. And it was so needed. But really-- it just helped me realize how much I am in a relationship with God. I have some of the same questions I had 5 years ago. I have new ones, too that don't seem to have an answer any time soon. A relationship with God looks much different than I ever thought it did. Just as a relationship with Justin looks much different than I ever thought it would. I can't do the same things every day and expect the same outcome. I don't have to do the same things to get the same outcome. God is not an equation. He is not a system. I have a relationship with Him. My life with Him has a rhythm, but I'm still learning what that looks like.

I'm so glad that I didn't have to write this blog. Glad that you didn't have to read it either:) but I'm also glad that I did. For those of you wondering what I actually did last week during all of this-- I read and I planned- even those most of it felt dead. I'm hoping and praying that this week is different. Saturday our team also volunteered for 10 hours at a climate action festival-- it is amazing to learn how everything we do affects people and the world around us. Learning to care about my effect on things is part of the journey God has me on right now.

Hope you're enjoying the part of the journey He has you on right now, too. I'd love to hear from you. But I don't have to:) ~Lacey

ps I'm extremely excited for Christmas season to be here!-- they have some different Christmas carols and traditions here-- I'll try to keep you posted on them. I'm really excited to spend the Holidays with my new friends from Mosaic- we are sharing holiday stories and treats Sunday night! It was weird to do our shopping sooooo early so our presents could get home in time-- and I'm still working on some- sorry if yours is late (of if you don't get one from me:) and of course Grandma Speck's Christmas package has already arrived-- she is so wise and on top of things!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

what's an RVR?



This is Pat. We aren't sure if he/she is a van, a car, or an SUV. One of our Kiwi friends says it is a "Mum mobile." It's techinally a RVR. It needs a bit of tender loving care-- but it gets us places for now.

slow sundays

Oh how I needed this morning. It's Sunday the 2nd of December-- but not the December you are thinking of. It's about 65 degrees outside, the trees are in bloom, and yesterday we went to the beach. What a great day of adventure yesterday-- we drove along the Wellington coastline collecting shells and taking in the sights. Somehow we didn't get lost, but made it home in our new vehicle which we've affectionaly named Pat. I'll have to attach a picture of her/ him rather than explain. No worries-- I didn't even put myself on the insurance realizing that I do not concentrate enough when driving to handle the other side of the road.

But today is Sunday... it's just past noon... and Justin and I are taking this time to blog and write our monthly update letters. We decided not to go to church this morning-- but before you think we're sinners-- let me tell you a bit about our day.

I woke up this morning around 8am not feeling all that well. I think my body is still mad at me for the tiring week in Auckland. But I managed the walk to the Farmer's Market downtown to get all our fruits and veggies for the week. I love the market. It is about a 5 minute walk from our place. It's really cheap. It's really colorful. And it's helpful for the famers who don't have to sell their products to the store. This week I bought apples, banannas, kiwis, grapes, tomatoes, lettuce, and a pepper. Plus I love being outside in the city on a Sunday morning. Don't know why-- it's just fun for me.

I came back to our little cotttage-looking flat to make some green tea (Justin says it makes your body feel better) and now I have been reading for awhile. I'm working on a book called "Heaven" by Randy Alcorn-- good read and I'm learning a lot. Today's chapter hit me just when needed. In it he quotes theologian Sam Storms saying, "We will constantly be more amazed with God, more in love with God, and thus ever more relishing his presence and our relationship with him. Our experience of God will never reach its consummation. We will never finally arrive, as if upon reaching a peak we discover there is nothing beyod. Our experience of God will never become stale. It will deepen and develop, intensify and amplify, unfold and increase, broaden and balloon." Man I needed to hear that and how good it is to my ears and soul.

I want a relationship with God like that-- one that deepens, develops, intensifies, and amplifies everyday. Not just on Sunday's. Not just when I'm sitting in church-- but when I'm shopping at the market. And when I'm reading a good book. And when I'm communicating to all of my friends and family at home. Since we've been here, we've been going to 2 church services each Sunday. It has been helpful so we can meet lots of people and discover lots of new churches. I've really enjoyed it. But I also do not want to become a person who thinks I have to go to church 2x's a day to be doing my job. It can be really conflicting to have a job doing ministry. I don't want my team to think I'm a church skipper. I don't want to pull away from the church community. But more than any of that-- I want to connect with God.

So for me.... spending Sunday morning just like this has been wonderful. Maybe I'll go to the little bakery down the street for lunch, go for a jog, and tonight... maybe Justin and I will go to church. That sounds wonderful, too.

Hope you all have a marvelous Sunday- even though it's still only Saturday night at home. Much love--Lacey

Monday, November 26, 2007

Taking it in.


Reflecting on the amazing day in Auckland.

Amazing Kiwis!

Roger and his family.. in front of their awesome Kiwi home. Goooood times with them! Their 2 boys were attached to Justin-- pretty sure they want to come live with him.

From the beach....


This is Justin striking his NZ model pose.... but seriously it was the most gorgeous day at the beach. The sun really does feel hotter here-- they say it is because of the clean air.

to the mountains.....


One of the views from the train ride. The ride went from 7am to 7pm and we even met some new friends on the ride.

I like writing really long blogs... twice

Hello!!! I’m so excited to be typing to all of you! I’m really sorry that I haven’t written in the last 2 weeks—we’ve been in Auckland with no Internet or phone, but I haven’t forgotten about any of you. I can not wait to udate you on life here—but I promise to try and keep it as short an as exciting as I can. It also helps that the first version of this blog was erased for no apparent reason (grrrrr), but I think God was telling me to keep it short:) Or at least shorter.

--so the first experience of the last 2 weeks that I wish you all could have joined me in was the “Overlander,” a 12-hour train ride to Auckland. Picture yourself outside on the front train car as you approach a snow-capped mountain—more than invigorating. The mountain view would have been enough for me—but we also saw waterfalls, green rolling hills, and arrived into the amazing city of Auckland. I really didn’t know that we were in for so much beauty and adventure!

--we spent our first couple days doing the “tourist thing” in the city. We went to the French market, Mission Bay beach, climbed to the highest point in the city, and took a ferry to Devenport for dinner. The city blew me away (even though some NZers will tell you they don’t like Auckland), but we also had the chance to stay with the National director of Campus Crusade for Christ New Zealand, Roger, and his family for a couple of days. To us, Roger is the big man, the top dog, but I can truly say that he was one of the most entertaining, fun, inviting, and humble men I’ve met. I don’t know how God makes people like Roger and his family—but what a blessing to stay in their home. (side note—I spent a good hour looking through his book shelves and envied him every second of it)

--after many laughs with Roger and his family our team headed to Willow Park—where we got the good ol stare down from our 20 new Kiwi friends. For some reason—everyone immediately knows that we are Americans. But… what a week it was! The week defiantly wore me out! -physically, emotionally, and intellectually—but I’m still thankful for every moment of it. Again—we didn’t really know what we were in for—but quickly learned that our 6am mornings would bring us into worship, Bible study, sessions on how to teach Bible studies, and some amazing new friendships. We ate new Kiwi food, celebrated an American Thanksgiving feast, and studied NZ culture in a new way. To me, the most impactful part of the week was meeting students who have truly experienced changed lives through God and Student Life. How amazing that God has gathered people from China, Korea, NZ, the Pacific Islands, and America all to help other students this next year meet with Jesus. I don’t know how to explain what it felt like to lie down at night each night—I would lie in my bunk bed thinking how amazing and different each person around me was—yet I was so worn out from the day I couldn’t fully grasp all that had happened that day. I’m still working on it—but at times it feels a bit frustrating to want to engage more, but to be so awed by life around you that you can’t.

--I don’t know how… but my excitement is only beginningJ. I have to tell you about another random NZ adventure we had this weekend. It actually started on the train ride to Auckland when Justin and I were listening to one of our favorite pastors from the states, Erwin McMannus, on our Ipod, when Erwin says, “I was just having lunch the other day with a friend of mine, Phillip, who is just beginning a Mosaic community in WELLINGTON, NEW ZEALAND.” I rewound the podcast just to double check—but that’s really what it said. In my head I was thinking—how exciting—yet I’m sure Phillip isn’t actually here and doing ministry already. Nonetheless, when we got back to Wellington, I did some searching on the Internet and some emailing (so glad you’re ‘buds” with Erwin, Adam) and found a phone number for Phillip. After one of thee most awkward phone experiences of my life, Phillip invited our whole team to join their faith community for dinner on Sunday night. Still unsure of how this could possibly be working out, we headed to the downtown cafĂ© to find out. Turns out—Phillip is good friends with Erwin, and even if we don’t get plugged in at Mosaic (which I really, really hope and pray that we can) the whole night was AMAZING. Justin and I felt like it was such a great fit for us—yes we’ve only been there once—but we’re super excited to see how God is using this community and how we could maybe play a part in it. Our church search has been somewhat tough for us here—but how faithful God is. He is listening and He is working. I don’t think this paragraph does justice to the excitement in me right now!

--all that said—I don’t want you to think life here isn’t frustrating at times. I don’t want you to think that there aren’t still days when I have to work through with God why He would bring me here, and why the things that are so simple at home are SO HARD for me here. Did I enjoy Thanksgiving here—of course—But did I want to be at home and did I bawl when Ella said “Happy Thanksgiving” on the phone—you bet. Are Justin and I having a hard time adjusting to our relationship here—yes! Did I want to scream when our newly purchased, uninsured car was broken into, or when our washer, my computer, and my train ticket plans all broke down at the same time—yes, yes, yes. Oh if the highs and lows of life could just balance themselves out sometimes. I’m still so very thankful that God takes me through each high and I’m trying to appreciate each low. As I heard in my Erwin podcast today—sometimes God has to teach us to hold our breath when swimming on the surface—which seems silly—so that when the time comes—we can dive deep for an undiscovered treasure . It can be painful and it is not easy. That’s why it’s a treasure.

--I don’t want to talk about the hard things of life here so that you will give pity—the Lord knows there are so many hard things happening in each of our lives —but I’m hoping to just be real with you, to encourage you, and to experience the highs and the lows of life’s journey with you. Hope to hear about your highs and your lows.
--really missing you—Lace

For you Dad: Don’t know why—but they spell “tires” here “tyres” and I found a Dunkin Donuts in Auckland. Both important facts for you to know.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

welcome to NZ:)

*Yep this is really how the team greeted us at the airport-- Scooby and all. It was hilarious after 30+ hours of flying!

a tad bit windy!



*Ahhhhh beauty is all around me! I loved exploring the rocks and cliffs at Castle point.

this is beauty

*this is why I love it here! The cafes are amazing-- you won't get a drink that doesn't look at least at good as this one- no lie! yummmmm!

0-12


*Yep that's right-- our team went 0 and 12 in the dodgeball tournament. But come on... we were still jet lagged.... right? So cool to play a good ol American game with some Kiwis.

soooo close!

*Do you see the baby seal right behind us? We were so excited to get so close- not sure if the mama seal appreciated it though. This picture was taken at Castle point-- our beautiful lil team retreat.

Home?

Hello everyone! Another week has flown by and of course lots has happened here. Today we had to say goodbye to the 2007 team-- it was so bitter sweet. I truly loved spending time with them and seeing how much heart they have put into the ministry in the last year. But now it also feels like we get to begin the adventures of seeing God continue to grow and change the ministry as a whole new team.

Friday night we had a going away party for the 2007 team and it may have been my favorite night here so far! We had at least 20 Kiwi students all packed into our living room till 1 in the morning. It was so fun to see NZers, Americans, South Africans, and Figians all laughing and playing games together. It felt so genuine, and I, for the first time, felt like we had made friends with the New Zealand students. It was the perfect way for the 2007 team to say good bye, and for the 4 of us to get connected here. The 3 of us girls also got invited to lunch on Friday by 2 Kiwis--this is a huge blessing as we are trying to make friends! I can't even explain to you how exciting this whole day was for me! I can't wait to hang out with these students more. `

This weekend has been relaxing so far. But we have a big week ahead. Nigel, one of our new team members will be joining us so that the 3 guys can look for a new flat. And on Friday we have a 12 hour train ride to Auckland for a week of training. Please, please, please pray with us that all the details of moving and cleaning will go smoothly. It can be pretty stressful in a new place to find a flat, move... again, and find all new furniture. I know the guys are super excited to clean and shop all week!

Loving and missing all of you more as the time goes by. It is so weird how one place is just starting to feel like home, yet HOME is starting to feel like the most lovely and cherished place of all. Thanks for praying-- God is teaching me that prayer truly is one of the best gifts of all.

--from down under-- Lacey

More Kiwi language:
*unibrow = monobrow
*sidewalk= footpath
*highway = motorway

climbing the web


*Check out the water! Our team headed to Oriental Bay for some relaxing time on the beach before last year's team had to go back to the states. This little beach is about 20 minutes from our house.

can you believe we see this everyday?


*The view outside Justin's flat. It's the suburb of Ngaio-- a delightful, quaint place- but now a half hour walk, 15 minute train ride, and 211 stairs away. It's still an amazing place to live for now.

pictures... finally!

*part of the 2007 team and part of our new 2008 team-- with a night time view of Wellington in the background

Monday, November 5, 2007

National Holidays and new sayings!

We have Internet at our flat! Thanks for praying everyone!!!! I'm really excited to be able to communicate with you all more.

Last night we celebrated a national holiday in NZ-- Guy Fawkes Day-- think Memorial Day meets Fourth of July-- we saw some amazing fireworks over the harbour and got some delicious ice cream downtown. I think I'll celebrate Guy Fawkes Day every year from now on:). Sadly my teammate Kara got hit by one firecracker in the leg-- she has a battle wound but she'll be ok.

Today I'm going to have lunch with one of the girls who I hope to meet with every week during the school year. Her name is Johnie and I'm super excited. I have 4 girls who I may get to meet with every week so far. Please pray for Johnie, Abi, Rebecca, and Amy-- I can't wait to get to know them. Tonight I'm going to a student's art show which is supporting his summer project to East Asia-- how cool!

**Happy Birthday Dad and Allison-- Love you both and wanted you to know that your birthday is a national holiday in NZ-- I told you that these Kiwis are pretty smart.

And last but not least-- my new favorite Kiwi sayings-- "I can't be bothered" = I'm too busy and "I'm keen on a serviette"= I'd like a napkin.

Cheers and much love-- Lacey

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I'm sure you wanted all those details!

Wow that was a long post-- sorry about that. I am just longing to communicate with the other side of the world!!!!

Internet deprived

31/10/07 (how they write the date here)

Good day! Still no Internet at our flat—we are all starting to feel deprived of contact with all of our family and friends—but no worries mate, we are still working on fixing our Internet problems (If you could pray for a quick fix that would be wonderful). I’ll send pictures when we get our own Internet. We found this great little cafĂ© that has 1 hour of free Internet for now though—I guess that is what moving to a new city is all about—finding the new little treasures within the city. I really am starting to love Wellington! Every time we find a restaurant, store, cut-through, or church which clicks with me, I truly get excited to think I’ll be living here for a year! The stairs and hills haven’t been near as bad this week, the weather has been the biggest blessing from above (sunny and 70, still windy), and now that we are able to cook my stomach is much happier. My teammates are even starting to feel like familyJ.

As the NZ students begin their summer break this week, we as a staff team have some time to travel, study the culture, prepare Bible studies, and make some Kiwi friends. It is still hard for me to comprehend that my “job” is to help establish a student ministry. My “job” is to walk as Christ would walk so students can see Jesus--yet Jesus’ ministry was often so hidden and within the margins of life. He knew not everyone would understand His ways. I don’t even understand most of His ways. So how do I spend my 9-5 time and how do I not spread my own hierocracy? I guess it really is all up to Him. I’m hoping to connect with a church soon and begin serving there and I can’t wait for some time to read lots of books before school starts back up in February. We also have 2 weeks in Auckland for training coming up and Justin and I will be spending 2 weeks on the South island helping lead a summer project in Nelson (so excited about this!) Lately we’ve been meeting students, learning the city/ culture—(LOVED checking out the national museum it’s known as one of the best in the world), and hearing about the past year of ministry- it’s pitfalls and successes. We took last week as a prayer and fasting week to think about what God wants to do here within Student Life (the name of Campus Crusade for Christ in New Zealand).

Taking in the New Zealand culture has been a bit paradoxical so far—some ways of life here make so much sense to me (they share everything, they exercise and eat healthy, and they are so cheerful), yet other norms are a bit tough for me to comprehend (legal brothels on many streets, lots of drunkenness, and very skeptical students). Known as one of the most liberal places in the world—New Zealand is showing me first hand the effects of postmodernity on politics, sex, and Christianity. Our team has been reading lots of student magazines and newspapers to learn about the universities. One such magazine’s cover was of a student flicking off the camera, it contained an article describing Christians as wolves, and it stated that an average NZ women has 28 sexual partners in her life time. Hard to stomach when I see such beauty and natural glory around me.

Taking in the Christianity of Wellington has also been a growing experience for me. Students here are exposed to so many mixed messages about God-- there are over 100 churches in the city of Wellington—as a believer of Jesus I am confused about how to choose a church—how in the world does a non-believer ever make his/ her choice about an initial belief in Jesus? I can’t deny that there is a Christian presence here- last weekend there were almost 3,000 people who came out to hear an evangelist from California. Yet I also can’t deny that the Gospel is not being embodied in many ways- suicide is common, and depression is rising. I don’t want Jesus to be a quick fix that will eventually fade away in New Zealand- I want Him to capture the lives of students here. How do I exemplify the life-encompassing call of Christ, yet simplify the Gospel so one can choose Him? We pray. And we act in love.

All I’ve got for now. LOVE when I hear back from you on my blogs!! And I am so thankful for each of you—I feel it all the much more when I can’t call or email anytime I want. You are loved and you are missed. Cheers!
--Lacey

Just for laughs.
--The language can be real fun here--we opened a bank account today- the man told us he would bring in extra “chairs” for us- we thought we were getting some extra “cheese.”
--Dishwashing soap does not go in the dishwashers here! Big mess if you do.
--Kara and I almost got kicked off the bus for a misunderstanding of when to ring the bell. Who knew you had to ring a bell?
--Talk about “airing your dirty laundry”—we hang ALL of our clothes on the line here.

Monday, October 22, 2007

hot showers, public transportation, and mangled umbrellas

So this last week has brought more newness and more adventure. We overflowed 2 dishwashers, missed 3 trains, spent a night in a BEAUTIFUL beach house, moved into an amazing new flat, learned how to navigate the bus system so we don't have to walk a half hour to catch the train-- now we catch the bus to ride the train (if you've ever relied upon public transportation for years I now give you my full respect), and we've seen how the Lord works in so many new ways. These last 2 weeks feel all mushed together, but seperately-- each day has truly brought many new words, places, people, foods, and feelings into my life. Trying to process through it all is difficult right now.

I want to try to keep you all updated not only on what the Lord is teaching me, but also on what life in Windy Welli is like-- weather, language, ministry, travels, all the details of life. One of last years Stinters told me that she was going to begin taking pictures of every mangled umbrella she sees stuffed into a rubbish can (trash can) to explain the weather here and she has indeed captured what I've experienced the last 2 weeks. No native New Zealander would ever carry an umbrella-- the wind and rain can't be stopped. But the beauty that the same wind and rain brings-- absolutely amazing. So even though the cold rain seemed unending the first week, the greeness around me makes up for every bit of it. And I love watching people walk barefoot through the city this week as spring has finally arrived. I wouldn't personally walk barefoot in the city-- but it's still a fun thing to watch.

Adjusting to the temperature here is funny-- you leave your house and feel a sting of coldness no matter how many layers you are wearing, you begin to warm up as you walk briskly to the train, and then you start sweating as you begin to run uphill to catch the train. You strip off layers of clothing as you walk inside a building, but because no building has central air or heating, you find yourself putting every layer back on in time to walk outside and begin the whole process anew. I'm starting to master this grand plan. My personal favorite temperature changers include the hot wattle bottle I sleep with everynight, and the 211 stairs we climb to get to the guys' place. The first time I climbed these stairs I was pretty angry-- now I've kind of bonded with them and love that I don't have to work out while living in this city.

We've moved into our new flat this past weekend and I LOVE it. We don't have any hot water or Internet right now-- but it's still a very cozy new home. I must head out now to catch the train so I won't miss the bus... but at least you have a small idea of Windy Welli now. I'll update more again soon. Cheers mates!

Friday, October 12, 2007

Waiting.

It seems like we're always waiting for something doesn't it? I have been waiting for months to arrive in Wellington to begin a huge new adventure of ministry, love, and growth. I have been waiting to see God's faithfulness in raising all of my support money, and I have been waiting to begin a whole new life.

Now my wait has begun all over again. At least that is what it has felt like this first week in New Zealand. I had total expectations that it would take me time to adjust to my new home, but now that I am in the midst of the transistion, I am very eager to be adjusted. Nothing has been more comforting than knowing that I have so many faithful family and friends who are praying for me and our team. Truly-- I have never been so thankful for prayer! I know that I am being sustained by your loving prayers, so thank you heaps for your support in that way.

This last week has been quite a journey! God has carried us successfully accross the ocean to an island full of very friendly people, cold rain, new food, amazing cafes, and a helpful team. I have yet to meet a person who is not gracious to "the new Americans." Taking in this whole new culture has been overwhelming at times; I wanted to cry when I had to climb 210 stairs just to get to our teammembers' house and I wanted to scream when I got honked at becasue I don't understand the traffic coming from the other direction; but I am learning that waiting is something to be treasured. I know that right now I am not treasuring all the waiting in life, but when I look at God and how He builds His Kingdom-- He waits. He is okay with waiting for us to choose Him. He is okay with waiting for us to mature in our walks with Him. He is okay watching and waiting patiently as we struggle and grapple with the tough parts of our faith. And He waits knowing that hurrying us along will not help and will only ruin the journey. It takes a lot of faith to wait. And it takes hope.

So-- I'm still waiting for anything to taste normal, for the language to sound normal, or for my new teammates to act normal (joking)-- but most of all I'm waiting to become okay with waiting. Part of our call here is to build a lasting movement of Christ followers-- this won't be done instantly-- and so my waiting will probably continue. But I know that God will continue to wait for me-- to mature, to see that all of this is about Him, and to learn to love.

Praying that all of you are seeing God in your waiting-- whatever it is that you are waiting for-- God is faithful, and He gives hope. Wait for him. -- Lacey

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

the beginning

if you want to hear about my year in NZ this is the place. i hope to post weekly and i would love to hear from you on here. thanks for your prayers!!!